Dear Blog,

I kept gazing at the data which I'm supposed to analyze; but my head simply won't let the numbers in . I guess it's because of this emotional part-of-growing-up catastrophe which I am currently facing. It's blowing a big, fluffy, stratus cloud in my mind which tends to make my tear glands swell. I stopped crying, nevertheless. It's partly my fault anyway...and I just realized that I am not supposed to juxtapose my case with Cinderella's. Cinderella ran away because she had to. I ran away because I was scared. And such, is the reason why my prince never came chasing after me. Then again, I begin to wonder if he really meant what he said...that I'm the girl he'd been dreaming of all his life. If such was true, then why would he let me go? :-(

My head really hurts now. I want to bang it in the wall so I would not have a head to worry about. This is so far, the loneliest day since the year began. I cannot stay dejected and depressed, however. Move on Georgianna Kae!

Anyway, I really must finish this analysis now. Tomorrow, I'll finish subculturing all clones. On Friday I will bake chocolate cake, brownies and chocolate oatmeal cookies! Then on Saturday, on Saturday, I will be able to hug my bestfriend again! Then, we'll have our second photoshoot! I really don't know how to apply make-up; I might end up wearing that same old smile again. haha

Good night universe! God, please take care of my boyfriend. I really love him. :-(