Aug 3 2010

I don't know why for some reasons, the clock in my computer reads , "10:59 am." I just now, by my body clock, that it's dawn, it's cold and my legs are shivering. I tried tossing myself to sleep but this unfathomable feeling just won't let me--so here I am again, talking to my so-called "blog" because my black pen ran out of ink and it breaks the momentum whenever I feel like pouring out but the ink is dry. At least by hitting this semi-muted keyboard, I will feel better for the time being. Maybe tomorrow it will hurt again so I'll write again until the pain subsides. So then, what am I trying to draw out here? I cannot even explain it through complex words because the concept is simple. It's an elementary principle that makes the world complicated. Love. And I lost it tonight because the earth split up and separated the continents.